may 26, 2010

I have more and more going on in my life right now, but I have no idea where to start, or write about. It's been months since my last post, things have been going. Morgan is out of my life, for good. I'll be a friend, but nothing more. She has caused much more heartache then I would ever expected, and I can't put myself through that again anymore.

Chelsea is awesome! She has absolutely no idea how beautiful she is, how confident or strong she is, how big her caring heart is, or how much she has going on for her.She has been really down for a long while, and I hate seeing her so. I wish their was something I could do to make everything better for her, but I doubt if I can. Better doesn't have to mean back to the way things were. When she was in Victoria a couple weeks ago, I asked Kathleen what her favorite flowers were so she would have some when she came home. Kathleen wasn't much help, so I had to ask Chelsea pretending my mom was asking her what her favorite was, in order to get an idea. The answer "pretty ones" doesn't help much by the way, :P. I'd really love to get the chance to get to know her more than simply band friends, but you know what, it doesn't matter. She's in my life, and that's more than I could ever ask for.

Emmeli-Sue is helping the gents with our t-shirt design, the Bucking Dutchman will log again!

More to come, someday.